Tuesday, 11 March 2014

I feel like i'm starting all over again..

Its been a while since i've posted anything and it feels like i'm starting all over again!! Lets start as if i were starting all over again. 

Hello World, I'm Louise. 

I have neglected all of you and i apologise for that, i planned to just take a few weeks off but one thing after another turned into a few months. I have so much things i need to catch up on and so many ideas, i just need to get my butt moving now.  
One of the reasons i haven't been uploading any posts, i haven't been well for a good few months now. Its nothing to do with F.O.P just a general normal thing if you could call it that. 
I have had stomach problems since i was about 15 years old but it bothered me that much just the odd blip here and there nothing  i couldn't handle but over the last few months it got worse to the point where i was lethargic all the time, all i wanted to was sleep. I had nausea constantly (rather than just on the odd occasion) and just generally not feeling myself. When i did have enough energy i just wanted to get out of the house. I have now been referred to a gastroenterologist doctor who i seen last  week so i will hopefully be back on track soon. 

Thats the not so exciting part out of the way...

Reason two is i have been planning and organising an event that is happening later in the year in aid of F.O.P. Thats has taken up most of my time this year especially the last two weeks. I'm pretty excited about it, its going to take a lot of hard work and time to pull it off but i  love a challenge. It is still early days but i will write another blog post in detail all about it later to keep you all up to date with that. 

I need to get a schedule down on when i will be posting ect, just need to figure that out. I also need to get back into the kitchen, last sunday was the first time i had really done any cooking or baking this year and that is not like me at all as i live in the kitchen. I spent the sunday perfecting my brownie and chocolate peanut butter cupcakes, perfecting means i totally changed both recipes almost completely but its all about experimenting and trying out different things sometimes they work and sometimes they don't.

Oh i also subscribed to the Cocoa Runners a monthly chocolate subscription box, they are all about finding small bean to bar chocolate manufacturers from across the world. You receive 4 different bars per month, each bar comes with a tasting card that give you a little insight into each bar of chocolate.

I am planning on doing a post all about them but i have a few others that i need to do first.

Before i start speaking gobbledegook or maybe have already, i am going to end this post. 
I am just going to play the next couple of weeks by ear until i get a flow that fits.. then i will go into a schedule of which days, how many time a week i will post ect. 


LoveLx


18 comments:

  1. I just watched your program from channel 4. It was so inspirational, I hope you feel more like yourself soon. Thank you for showing that dreams should be chased and not forgotten :-)

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  2. You are my inspiration

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  3. You are such a strong person and I am so impressed with you and what you do! I wish you all the best and are looking forward to your future posts.

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  4. I just watched the programme about you on Swedish television, I am so inspired and cheering on you! I was worried when I checked out peaches and rose and the last post was 2013, but then I found this blog. Great! Take care, keep doing what you do! Loads of love from Lund in Sweden :)

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  5. I saw a documentary about you on tv in sweden just now. I just have to say that you are so inspiring! I also have a functional limitation and loves fashion so i recognized myself a lot in you! Again - You are so inspiring. For everyone. But even more to those who has a functional limitation, to not let it stop them from doing what they love. Its amazing! I wish you all luck. xoxo

    http://cloue.blogg.se is my blog if you want to read about my life filled with fashion, just got accepted to one of swedens two great fashion schools. I want to inspire people, just like you do!

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  6. just watched the documentary on swedish television, it was really good :)

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  7. Hi Louise:) !
    I also just watched the documentary about you on the Swedish television, and just wanted to wish you all the best. You are truly an inspirational young woman.

    The surroundings in you town in Scotland reminded me so much of my homeland, Iceland. I got a bit homesick :)

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  8. I really envy your courage and determination! I suffer from bad social anxiety and feel that this has hampered my life, but when I think about the hardships of a physical disability like F.O.P and seeing that it won't keep stopping you I'm really going to make more of an effort now to fight my own demons!
    Ps. You are so beautiful!! You definately have the look of a model!

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  9. And I just saw you in Russian TV.
    You are so wonderful girl! You are so strong, beautiful, sexy, active and magical!!!! And you're a good stylist!
    I like you so much!!!
    Be happy! Forever and ever!
    Thank you, my inspiration!

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  10. Just saw you on Dutch television. What a courage you have! Respect! Keep on doing the good stuff!

    Kisses from the Netherlands.

    Jet

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  11. I hope you'll feeling better soon.

    Kisses from the Netherlands

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  12. Just saw you on Dutch television. What a courage you have! Respect! Keep on doing the good stuff!

    Kisses from the Netherlands.

    Jet

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  13. You are a true inspiration. I hope you get better!
    Much love, Cecilia (from Sweden.)

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  14. Just found your program on 4 on Demand, cannot believe how strong you are as a person and you are an amazing ambassador for FOP. I had cancer several years ago and still require a check up and x-Ray yearly, I thought it was hard for me, as my cancer was very rare and it didn't get the recognition socially in the same way as the more common cancers like lung, testicular and breast do. At times even with the support from McMillan cancer care I still felt very alone. Having watched your documentary, I am stunned by your commitment to life, my cancer seems like a small lake, compared to the ocean of turmoil and suffering you must have to endure. You are a true inspiration and a shinning example of human spirit, rarely seen nowadays. I hope they find a way of assisting your condition, whether it be gene therapy or some other medicine, you deserve it. Keep smiling, you are a beautifull person. X

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  16. I saw the documentary on you last night on TV. What an amazing woman you are! I pray to our Heavenly Father that they will find a cure for FOP soooon and to keep you safe. Believe in Jesus and love Him with all you have and He will give you the desires of your heart...including healing. Ohhh what an inspiration you are to everyone! Be good and keep going! Keeping you in my prayers. Love, H

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  17. As far as I can gather, she's doing desing now, and have appearantly dropped out of Facebook, Instagram and both her blogs. I guess she hasn't got the energy for it all but it would have been nice if she's said so. I found this: http://www.pikore.com/louise.wedderburn

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